There must have been a place, a place that no one knows about, even a secret you failed to tame, the more you try to express the deepness of your meaningful founding, the more misunderstood you might seem. Seldom one would find a life, that without ceasing without ever giving in or giving up gave everything, yet at times it feels as if your everything is not Good enough. Today I need to announce my profound discovery, it is not about my everything anymore. No, but rather Him becoming everything to me and in me.
We can get so easily distracted by opinionated people that will never ever have the nearest idea of your founding in God. NO! They don’t know, they don’t understand you. In your most sincerest attempts you tried to convince them of your discovery, and yet I feel the need to inform you. Not everyone will get you. Jesus said, don’t show your pearls to the wrong people, how they might receive your pearls is uncertain, but regardless in which manner they receive your heart found treasury gift, you should not allow it to take from you.
So often a times, we want to reflect our self image upon the thinking of people. How does people feel about me, how do people see me? And relative to their seeing and perception we structure and adopt a certain sense of behavior and most times individuals of this nature is not easy to understand. Life has somehow taken from them.
After their finding in God, they would in all honesty try to translate and transcribe their revelatory experience with others. People might laugh at them, call them names and chuckle behind their backs. But friend, if this opposition continues towards you. It will form you as a person, how you deal with it is uncertain.
We as humans feel the need to be accepted firstly, appreciated. Now the danger lies, that you can can become so disdained from who you really are, that you become a complete stranger living in no mans land, living not for self, neither for another. Where you in plain and better words: “DONT CARE ANYMORE”
But who are you? What have you lost along the way, that has robbed you of you! You are in need of a journey. Often times, we are blinded in the reflection of our feelings and we cant see our hearts and we attempt sometimes not to see, to see the pain and the shame. How is this then true of you, will go be traveling , traveling aimlessly through life, not know who you are and where you came from, Have you accepted the painting of whom others have painted of you.
Who will then determine your worth and character. People will try and shape you into what they think you should be and behave like. If you don’t conform to their set of predefined frame of mind and structure they are easy to remind you, that this is not the norm.
Who will transliterate the norm anyway, who is to pen down this terminology. Who will write the poem of your life story. There is a threefold phase for you to lose yourself completely, no when I say lose self I am not inferring that you lose your life for the higher life. I am referring to the reality of losing your own self worth. Satan has only come to KILL, STEAL AND DESTROY.
Let me enlighten you on your enemy people. He uses people to execute his will on earth. Some people have this idea that he is some eerie leery ghost floating around and is a wonderful cover up for his true form and manifestation. He conspires through people and rumors to destroy. Once he has successfully established a cycle of continual disapproval by others, you can not hide or run.
How do you deal with this, this is not easy. People will grip-lock you for as long as possible in their attempt to control you. You need to find the Lord again. Remember the moments alone with the Lord. How you could almost feel his presence so tangible.
You need to also come to the reality, that the everything is not you in the becoming nothing. You are to find Jesus Christ and make Him everything. Paul wrote a letter some time ago, actually about 2000 years ago, he says, I write you young men, for you have overcame Satan, I write you Fathers, cause you have known Him since the beginning. Some people are still fighting, some are still learning, some will never learn, some will never know. Will you not then stop and consider?…
